How I did it: I just put all of my might and power into making the food stay in my body. I knew it was getting bad. Every single time I would get up, I'd black out and fall over. I was almost 90 pounds! I must say, marijuana did help me a lot during this time period. I couldn't have done it without it. 

Lessons & tips: Don't EVER even THINK about resorting to an eating disorder because you don't think you're not pretty enough or skinny enough for someone or something. You're beautiful just the way you are, accept that. 

Resources: Marijuana, people, myself, music, and food.

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Jun 20, 2011, 06:56PM PDT | 1 comment | 9 cheers