How I did it: At first,  I feel terrible and I keep on calling and texting him. At one point, I realize that enough does mean enough. Then, I set few goals to accomplish. I also do what I want. It's not that during the period me with him, he does not allow me to do anything, but it is just that I love spending time with him. So, automatically, I have sacrifice my time for myself, and now, I spend more time with myself. After broke up, I did cycling 160++ kilometers which I did not expect to complete it. . I did my PADI dive master, which is the toughest and exciting one. I learn to be home person, which is actually teach me to clean up, and manage my house. When I become home person, I get closer to my family. I appreciate each moment that happen in my life. 

Lessons & tips: I know that losing someone that always with us is hard. He is the one who be with us, a place where we can share all the joy and pain. If we keep on thinking on that sweet moment, for sure we hardly forget him. The past will always remain past. We should be glad because we have go through the sweet moment. One more thing is that we should not put on hope on something that we unsure about it. eg we do not sure if he will come back to us or not, rather than waiting, it would be good if just move on. Without moving on, our life surely will be hard and uneasy. So, just leave him. There is a quote says that 'if we love the person, just leave him with what he loves'. His happiness is our happiness as well.

Resources: During the healing process, my friend is the people that I really need. Eyza and Ain is the person who knows very well how I go through the first week of breaking up. I have cried almost everyday, lost of appetite and lots more. Dauz is the person who most of the time accompanied me when tripping and the most frequent person who called me. Sarel is the person who keep on hanging out with me when I have a problem. Jun is the person who keep on make me happy, and lots more name to be mentioned here. And yeah, thanks a lot to them. They have made my day. Thanks for listening..

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Aug 11, 02:39AM PDT | 2 comments | 11 cheers