How I did it: So this pretty lady got diagnosed with cancer.That was the worst day of my life, together with the day 
that we buried her, and a half of me. Her journey lasted 9 months, first it was in her breast, than got into the other organs, and slowly it took her away from me. 
never thought i would lose her, i never could imagine life without her. When i was younger always thought when she'll pass away i beg God to take me with her, because life would be so meaningless without her and so hard!! 
She always was so positive, even when nothing was going right.After her death I've been told that she always had been worried about me, because she knew if something would happen to her, my days would always be gray. 
She was sent into the hospital, when the ambulance came to take her, i was in my room crying and taking my hairs off, i never had thought that this would happen to me. 
We visited her every weekend to the hospital, it was so good. I remember once we were in our car, it was raining outside , she said to me: imagine if we could escape from this hospital, and just go home. Then tears fell from my eyes, she said be strong, i'm getting better everyday! 
From time to time she came home, and was surprised when i prepared the dinner and learned cooking saying that she is proud with me. Then she was feeling alright the doctors said that she has beaten cancer, we prepared a cake! With glittering eyes she showed me the message of her doctor saying nothing is in your head anymore, no signs of cancer. I didn't dare to be happy, i was so afraid that it would come back.Later she began to have aches again, suddenly our happiness had gone.. We took her again at the hospital.. i remember when i last saw her, my world fell apart, i knew there was no more life left in her,i knew she was living us.. Going home it was raining, i understood how life was going to change, how i would learn to live without her, without her warmth,without her love, without her advices, without my mom.

Lessons & tips: show love to ur mothers everyday.

Resources:

• love&memories.

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Sep 18, 2011, 07:17AM PDT | 1 comment | 10 cheers