How to understand my unconscious impulses
It made me
heal. 
"Therapy has amazing timing, or it's very true that dedicating yourself to the Great Work puts the momentum of the universe behind you."
How I did it: A lot of self-analysis and work. It's ongoing, but I understand much more now. I'd rather think too much than too little, and the goal of the Great Work (of Thelema) is self-transformation... therefore, a lot of soul-searching and correction of bad habits, etc., is required. I enjoy it, though, even the painful parts to soem degree.
Resources: Therapy, my spirit companion.
