How to control my jealousy
It made me
relaxed 
"breathe. pray.love"
How I did it: i prayed. and realised i really don't care, i was just venting and using other people's success to compensate for my 'failure'
just turn ur energy to another object, I turned my energy into doing somthing new, i have 2 job interviews lined up for me tomorrow! focus on u.
