How I did it: I hit rock bottom,and I was completely alone.And for me I just realized that nobody was going to be there for me except ........me! I was all I had and if I didn't love me and take care of me and see the good in me, then no one was going to.So I did I began to take care of myself as I would a beloved friend in need.I know this sounds odd but its how it happend for me.I am still insecure and not entirely confident,but I'm working on that.In the mean time I truly don't hate myself any more.And for me that is huge.

Lessons & tips: I learned that to hate yourself is like living in hell.It has given me empathy for people who hate themselves and feel no hope.And it has taught me that being my own bestfriend is actually very comforting,not relying on others to make me feel good about myself is very freeing.

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Dec 18, 2008, 03:28PM PST | 1 comment | 11 cheers