How to identify my ideal life and decide what I want.
How I did it: I waited. Started therapy. Gave myself and others a chance. Adopted a kitty. Basically, it's it.
Actually, I have made hard decisions last year. My relationship wasn't good, I tried to quit it, then I tried to fix it. Then I realised things and people were no good because I LET them be like that. So I changed, and people noticed. They said I was becoming selfish because they were soooo used to me being the Mother Teresa...
My point is: when you try too hard not to disappoint others, you might end up disappointing your own self.
Lessons & tips: Go see a therapist. It will CERTAINLY help. Not religion, advices from Reader's Digest, no shit. Not even me. But a shrink is specialized on doing that. A good one, naturally. Do not put your life in the hands of a total strange.
Resources: My shrink, myself, and my medication for depression.
