How to talk to Abby
How I did it: I didn't actually speak to her directly...but I'm glad of the resolution. I hate that I drink and dial...I really tried to adhere but being back in the US made it at the forefront of my thoughts...I really will adhere as I don't want this kind of confusion in my life and I'm sure that it isn't the best thing for Abby to have me anywhere near her life...I am glad that she was firm about this and I need to grow on my own and in my own terms.
Lessons & tips: I need to take the time to realise that I have everything I need...in each moment and not to pursue what may or may not be.
Resources: I really should have listened to Kate but I know there was something happening. I was so confused. Still/ Will always Love/be in Love but...I will move on and be happy to have made discoveries as to the Blackbeard story and Jungian predator realisations.
