How I did it: I was crushed. I loved being lonely. I met this interesting man & we started talking. Before I knew what hit me we were conversating long nights on the phone & seeing each other everyday. He changed my whole entire world. I was so afraid at first but he makes me feel so comfortable. Heaven-sent. With this man by my side I feel like I can get past all the things holding me back from loving people. I've always had trust issues but now my life is different. I am no longer afraid to care for people. No matter how bad they treat me I will not return their evil.

Lessons & tips: Understand that everything that happens to you is not a coincidence. Bad things happen but it is all to prepare you for something bigger or teach you something. Take the lessons that you learn and use them to help other people. Show mad love for people and stay positive.  Just because you've had terrible experiences doesn't mean that you should be afraid to love. Dont expect anything in return.

Resources: a man named Jesus
LOL naw idk about THAT
i believe n God tho...
so a special man that God put into my life.
Shit maybe this man is a God
"& if i am a reflection of him
then i must b fly, because his light
it shines so bright"

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Jan 21, 2009, 03:03AM PST | 0 comments | 6 cheers