How I did it: When the night of new year's eve comes, i received 2 calls: one is from my parents and 1 is from my best friend. They both helped me but in different ways. My father said to me, who does not ususlly feel like to talk, ," man, hold on, i have been in this situation when i am a college student. I feel a little envious about the others who can have a wonderful night with their family. Then i calmed myself down and said to myself:" This is not new year's eve. This is just a normal night." My heart was tearing when i heard these words. How wonderful would it be if I can also spend the night with them rather than pretend to be a rubbish night?

Then my friend told me, I bet you diserve it because anyone who want to be successful has to taste the feeling of lonely.This is a wonderful saying and I love it. It gives me confidence to sit alone in this dark room with colorful fireworks blooming outside.

So, thank god for gving me such a good friend and parents.I love them,  and I will win!

Lessons & tips:

• do not always aware of your loneliness
  
• reading or watching TV shows will help a lot
  
• sports are also good choices, such as walking or climbing

Resources:

• Kang Xi coming, a famous chinese entertainment show
  
• Tofel official guide
  
• My classmates in the english course
  
• my mind,thinkings and pictures

Feb 13, 2009, 03:13AM PST | 0 comments | 1 cheer