How I did it: To me, happiness is love.

I've never been a truly unhappy person. Of course, I had my ups and
downs, like everyone else on this planet! But I've never been
depressed. I grew up, had fun with my friends, had boyfriends, finished
high school: I had many moments of joy and happiness, and there were
times that I felt really great and invincible.
But there was one
thing that I had never felt yet: love, true love. Yeah, I love my
parents and my closest friends a lot and I would do anything for them.
But true love, as in 'love'? For a man? The kind of love you see in
'Titanic'? No... the guys I dated, were all worthless and they each
gave me a broken heart. But I didn't really love them... the reason I cried back then, was because someone dumped me, not because I loved them so. I was just in love. That is something very different.
Anyways,
I tried not to think too much about it. I had confidence in finding a
great man that I could truly love passionately and be happy with. And
then he came... I still can't believe it. I'm not going into details
here, because our lovestory is so beautiful that I like keeping it to
myself. (Probably I'll change my mind later, haha.)
But I'll tell
you this: the moment that I felt true love from both sides, I became
happy, just ridiculously happy. So happy I could cry - I'm nearly crying while writing this :)
And ever since I met my boyfriend, I
haven't stopped being happy. It's such a great feeling: just to know
that you have someone by your side for the rest of your life. Ahh... I
can't explain it :) I walk down the street with my head high. I smile
to people. I'm... happy.

Lessons & tips: Have confidence!

I've been dumped, been treated like a worthless thing many times. But not all men are the same. Believe me.

Mar 02, 2009, 09:27AM PST | 2 comments | 2 cheers