How to party
How I did it: I had alot of tragedy in my life in a very short time. After so much heartbreak, I wanted to live my life. I wanted to have as much fun as I possibly could. I wanted to use drugs and alcohol to numb the pain and enhance the experiences. I had sex with people I didn't know. I took drugs I was afraid of. And I drank until I couldn't function. And it was fun. I met a man that I thought was the best thing for me. But he ended up hurting me in the end. The people I met and the fun I had are unforgetable and will always be with me. And it was the best time of my life. But now I feel the after effects. Even months later... I feel like I made bad decision after bad decision... And it will effect my life forever.
Lessons & tips: Don't let drugs and poisonous people tell you what you need.
Resources: love. family. friends.
