How to stop hating myself
How I did it: when i was about 13, i thought i was fat, i know most people go through a phase of this but this was so severe that every morning i wished i could just rip the flesh from my skin to be skinnier. So i stopped eating, not even at little bit, and started self harming. 2 years after i stopped eating, i felt lower than ever. So i found my mums anti-deppresents, and took one, then another, then the whole bottle, and washed it down with a bottle of vodka. I was in hospital for about 3 weeks, they tried to keep me in for longer to help me with the anorexia but i demanded to go home. I started therapy, but i still hated myself, so i stopped eating again. Then one day, i looked in the mirror, and i realised how much awfuler i looked now than before. So i started therapy, i missed a lot of school trying to get better. But 2 years later, i did it. and as soon as i was healthy, i felt so much better about myself :) i had so much more confidence, so much so, that i managed to ask the guy i liked for the whole expirience, on a date, he accepted immediatly, he'd liked me all along too. We're still together :)
Lessons & tips: no matter how hard it gets, keep trying to complete this goal :)
