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I used
to self harm. I had bad issues with self harming, I once broke my own arm to self harm. The pain always gave me something to blame the hurt on. I had a pshycological problem with it, i felt that if I was hurting emotionaly it was because of and injury or such, and if there was no injury i made one. and the magnitude of the self haming corisponded with my own depression. I have to say well done to your sucsess in quiting.
AmethystKate is contemplative
How are you going now?
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well ive made progress, but i’m not sure that it is posable to completely stop from doing it. I mean sometimes I do it in my sleep if I fall asleep sad or depressed, even if i hide knives, razor ext, it doesn’t matter, if my sub concius thinks i need the pain, then it finds a way. One night I was expecting, so I asked some one to lock me in an empty closset, and I ended up scratching a hole in my skin with my finger nails. on that acount i feel i’ll never completely stop. but I think I’ve made progress. The key to my sucsess was to simply cloud my mind with random thoughts and images every time i began to slip. Even as random and uncoherent as they may be. The best way to discribe they way i prevent my self harming is the same way deadpool keeps himself sain.
FYIdeadpool is from a series of commics I can’t remember what branch, but he was in the same weapon-X program as Wolverine when he got his metal bones.
AmethystKate is contemplative
Progress is the best thing you can make.
The more progress made – the stronger you will get.
