Live for him!

i think of suicide alot mayself, and i have no family of my own. when i get to thinking about it, i have my reasons i have to concentrate on for NOT doing it.
i have 3 cats—two of whom have “special needs,” and without me, they would probably be euthenized.
and i have two young friends, girls i used to babysit and i have watched them grow up. i do it for them, too, because i would never want to hurt them.

good luck with this.
can you try anti-depressants?

The whole concept of suicide changed when I got pregnant. When I look at him now, I can’t believe I ever thought of such a terrible thing.
I am on anti-depresants now and I guess they work. I started them while I was preg. and really have nothing to compare them to as far as not having my hormones all out of whack. They must being doing something right though b/c I don’t feel like postpartum depression is in my future at all. I have no baby blues and feel pretty great, but I like to think it’s my little man that make me so happy now :)