How I did it: (I say 3 years because thats when I decided to change what has worried me for my lifetime)

I took so much frack for so many of my school years. I constantly thought people were hating me, I didn't feel pretty enough. Hell, I listened to people who I should not have.

My Senior year was my breaking point. After I graduated I became a bit of a recluse. Okay, a major recluse. But thats what I needed to do in order to stand back and look at what I needed to do to fix myself.

It was hell, I felt alone, I just started hating me. Then it clicked in a way I can not even fathom to explain.

Now, when I see people from school, or where ever I am not really phased by any cannotations that they may have of me now or then. I will update them in confidense and be on my way.

My happiness is what matters to me, I look out for me, I love me. And there is nothing that someone can think, say, or do, who is going to sway me.

Aug 08, 2009, 06:45PM PDT | 1 comment | 4 cheers