How I did it: Well I know I wrote a how I did it about 2 years ago on this site but didn’t answer anyone’s questions and made the whole thing rather »dry« to say the least. So I decided it was about time I corrected that mistake and try and help a few people in the process. I don’t come back to the forums here as much as I used to, but I remember that they helped me a lot.<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />I see that many people are looking for that “holy grail” of being a werewolf which is physically shifting. I myself don’t claim to have physically shifted; only partially, it happened on the night when I awoke, the time when a spirit in a person makes its presence felt. The story of my awakening is pretty general, I woke up on a night, hot and sweating, wandered into the bathroom and when I got back to bed my whole body felt as if it was on fire, my ribcage hurt and throughout my entire body it was a sensation as if something wanted to claw out of it, eventually the heat became pain which in turn became so intense that I passed out. In the morning I thought it was just a dream at first but it soon became apparent that it was anything but a dream as my entire body hurt for a month afterwards. It was like every time I moved I felt some after effects of my awakening. Anyway at the time I didn’t really know what it was that happened but I know that from that moment on I was somehow drawn to werewolves for some reason or another.Anyway after wandering from site to site, gathering resources I was still naive and I joined a pack as I was desperate for answers. Packs about 2 years ago weren’t as widespread as today, but still I managed to find one and boy would that ever turn out to be an online adventure.At first the entire thing about the pack was a rush and as it grew we all became very proud of being in the pack. But in truth we were just led on by the alpha of the pack and it didn’t take long for everything to degenerate into one big game until things collapsed.Afterwards I decided to take a closer look into the werewolf community. And found two main groups of people the ones that believe in shifting and usually bane together in packs and people who don’t believe in physical shifts and more often waste there time in talking about information that either isn’t helpful or is just everyday instead of doing something. Well I said ok the first group is at least spirited and it is my group lets take a closer look into that group. Sometimes I wish I haven’t done it, because the truth hurt, I saw alphas who were leading there packs on whit there great stories but nothing more, anyone could become a prophet or a highly regarded individual overnight simply because he had good publicity or a good story. I kind of hated people like that and it’s a pain that it still continues to these day.Still whether I was in a bad pack or not I did meet some people who were real and would teach others and so I learned a lot about spirits, the different forms of shifts and more importantly how a pack is formed. I decided if I were to look for a way to physically shift I would do it whit people I know would be as passionate about it as me, so I formed my own pack in an effort to maybe return peoples trust in packs.Anyway my pack has been around for 2 years which is a good run I think. Ohh before I finish I also want to say that thou I might not have fully shifted I consider myself a werewolf, you don’t need and fancy shifts or powers to prove who you truly are. I cannot physically shift yet, but I have a burning desire to achieve it and have managed to form a pack that is considerably organized, I also learned to master mental shifts and similar, so my will to shifting is in no way eroded by the 3 years I been around. I wish all of you the best of luck in your searches.

Lessons & tips: - learn to make your own searches
- dont trust everyone
- if the truth seems to good to be true ask for proof
- be motivated to make a diffrence
- help people when possible but be careful of teaching anything to a person that doesnt understand the value of the lesson
- try and find as many diffrent forums and writhings that contain the information your looking for and compare them whit each other
-nothing is impossible even being told a lie never forget that
- dont be scared of your awakening but dont excpect the rush of it to carry you all the way

Resources: well I think people are usually th ebest reasource and many of the forums and packs helped me over time.
I see that a few people could use a little informationa bout hte diffrent kinds of shifts. Here is a page from my site http://darklibrarium.webs.com/typesofshifts.htm

and also here is a link to my pack site for anyone searching for help http://darkhearts666.webs.com/

Well Ill leave it at this I migth return to edit this entry as I writen it fairly fast.

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Sep 08, 12:29PM PDT | 26 comments