How to try cocaine
How I did it:
After having tried weed the first time and smoking it more times after, It wasn't long before trying something else was brought into discussion, this something else being cocaine.
For me, weed is one thing though, while cocaine is an entirely different other. A harmless, relaxant thing that makes you laugh which so many people smoke versus the white powder you only see associated with drug lords and teenagers trying to get away from issues in their lives.
Still, I said, what the hell, It would not only be a challenge of how powerful my mindset is against an addictive drug, it would be quite an experience, a story to tell to myself, a story about how I tried the famous nose candy.
Said and done, I didn't even have to repeat myself after I told my friend "Okay, let's try cocaine" that he immediately proceeded to set things up for the evening. Bam, just like that.
Fast forwarding until we got in touch to who supplied us with the stuff and got ourselves to a safe place, my friend proceeded to crush it and make the lines, one long line for him and another one like it divided into halves for me, a gram in total. I hesitated for just a few seconds and then I pulled, it wasn't so bad so I just quickly pulled my other line right after it.
After that, well, for the next hour I felt like running around everywhere while punching the air and screaming "fuck yeahhhh this is great, I'm fucking awesome, yes!", which is what I kept thinking anyway. I couldn't belive how clear I was thinking and how fast I could hold a hell of a conversation if given the chance to. It was like being on fast foward, damn fun.
Lessons & tips:
It's flavor is a soft, sweet mint. Yummy nose candy :)
Cocaine is often mixed (this is called cutting, sometimes weighting) with other stuff like sugars, but mostly crushed pills of other kinds, effects of which are negative. This is done so that dealers can sell less of it, and make more money anyway. The stuff we had was part of a batch that was only slightly cut. More purity = safer, better. Don't be ashamed to ask your friend or local dealer about it, I wasn't.
After snorting it, your mouth and neck will slowly go numb, starting with the teeth. As your neck will go numb, you will experience strong, choking sensations every time you swallow for the next dozen minutes or so. Friend recommended that smoking a cigarette would greatly help against the choking sensation but I refused and just kept my cool through it. After that, it's all good.
Don't buy more than half a gram or a gram the first time, and above that, don't even dream of using this drug more than once every 2 weeks or so, on a special ocassion or party or maybe off a hooker's ass now and then, hence if consumed in moderation and controlled, the same quantity should always be enough to give you the same feeling and you'll have less of a chance or none at all to become addicted...unless you really want to, but listen to me and just fucking don't, control yourself.
I don't know about the experts here, but I've had an insane craving for the taste of pepsi/cola after doing the drug and the morning after right after I woke up, and it tasted incredibly great, better than ever. Some people report having cravings of cocaine instead, so I suppose I count myself as being lucky after years of Pepsi abuse. Caffeine's effect after cocaine isn't bad either, they go hand-to-hand.
Resources:
- Erowid.org
- Wikipedia.org
- Friends
- Word of mouth
- Self thoughts about it all
