How to feel normal
How I did it: I finally realized that the cliche, "Don't sweat the small stuff" actually is true, and that I shouldn't have to work at all to have a good relationship. I have positive people in my life, who encourage me and are a good influence.
I removed the devastating people from my life - the ones that were high maintenance for me to be friends with, or just scary. Then I started sorting out my stuff and getting rid of stuff I have been holding on to for sentimental or whatever other reason and just moving around with me, cluttering my life. Then I started doing normal things, like listening to others, exploring, and trying new things. I just feel happy and normal and one with life.
Before, I didn't feel like I fit and I didn't have time for people or activities because of my disorganization and dealing with others.
Lessons & tips: People with too many problems cannot be fixed. They are distracting, freaky, they drain resources (emotions, health, money, whatever), and should be cast away without guilt. If they are adults - they have obviously been this way for so long, they likely will not change for themselves, let alone you and it's abusive for both of you for that person to stay around (Friends, boyfriends, girlfriends, family members, etc.).
Resources: My family and close friends.
