Welcome to my shadow page. This is all about my internal affairs, in which i dwell within to deal with myself & mySELF. despondent,dreadful,heavy in deep freezing darkness…torn,broken,rotten,soaked,bleeding,loathsome,twisted,crooked, perverted…... i’m talking as a dead. The sun is sleeping & there are so many eclipses. The bright day will never understand the darkness of the night. Here is a soul floating free-falling in a void edgeless darkness…sometimes it felt like being sucked brutally into an invisible black hole…violently stirred,spinned, swirled,ripped… I know, people shun away from negativity. It’s alright. C’est la vie. I just want a private space to naked honest with myself, as a exit. With total freedom with carefree to confess,sulk,curse- this is my secret garden where i balance the imbalance. So what?!