get over my cannula complex

Been a Dr for 9 months now, actually like getting asked to do cannulas as want to see how difficult it can be!

God, I need to sort this out. I am going to have to put cannulas into near enough every patient I come into contact with. I need to be able to do it and not panic that I won’t. I have done it but unfortunately have failed more times than succeeded. It isn’t hard. Why am I so crap?

I MUST SORT IT OUT BEFORE I QUALIFY.