What would my life be like if I was never abused?
19 months ago
I’ve been abused and neglected by many people in my life.
Some things are easier to heal from than others.
However,healing from sexual abuse seems impossible.
After I was sodomized at the age of two,I was never the
same. I sometimes wonder what I would be like if it had never happened. Would I be mentally healthier?
It’s impossible to know now.
I’ve grown up feeling like a homosexual and it wasn’t
even my choice! As a result,I have a great fear of men
including myself. I sometimes think this has something to do with why I hate my own body and pretend I’m a woman.
It takes a lot of guts to post about this online,but if people are going to know me very long,they will find out that I don’t feel like a real man.
Does anybody understand this?
