be more confident

This week I decided I won’t be intimidated by people or situations any more. I can be socially awkward, I’ll allow myself that, but I won’t be worried about it anymore. I’m not going to allow myself to avoid situations that involve social contact because of fear. Its already been tiring keeping this up, and all I’ve changed so far is to not avert my eyes from people when walking past them and to try and process more of my surroundings. For now I’ll just keep this up, hopefully I’ll habituate to it soon then I can try taking it up a bit. Slow and steady might be the way to go.

The world is full of people and i don’t communicate well with people, but i hope to at least not feel that every miscommunication is my fault.