Be a Mommy

That’s my daughter’s name. I am 19 weeks along now and she’s due at the very end of August. I read children’s stories to her while she’s inside my tummy :) I say good morning to her, talk to her throughout the day, rub my stomach, I’m already ordering things for her nursery. Although I’m afraid everything cannot be perfect, I would like them to be for my little baby doll. I’ve been nesting (stepping up on general life skills and trying to warm up to motherhood.). However, my hormones keep getting in the way (crying and being upset over the smallest things, getting impatient with my boyfriend (Robin’s dad) and mother whose my best friend in the world. I think i have given her the hardest time when it comes to my hormones and I hate it. I hear there’s nothing you can do about pregnancy hormones? they just need to go away? what can i do to tame myself until then? :-/ I feel quite embarassed that I transform into this 12-year-old little girl when my hormones get out of control. Why?? When I’m training to be a mother? i don’t even know if I should blame hormones for everything. I try not to.

well i checked this 3 or 4 years ago, and just last month, i found out I am pregnant :) I’m 6 weeks now.

Can’t wait!