find the perfect job

It lets me rest, it lets me work a second job easily, it lets me go to the gym. it lets me have long periods of time off between shifts, it shortens my workweek, it gives me time to investigate life choices on teh internet, it gives me time to spend with my kids, it pays the bills, it helps me eat properly.

It is not the perfect job. It does not challenge my mind, it does not offer a lot of room for advancement, it doesn’t allow for a lot of growth or expanding my circle of freinds. It is not a warm and freindly place to work.

it is the perfect job for RIGHT NOW!! until I find something better.

in one year from now. I will have moved on to something better, something that I deserve and have the confience to know that I can do. I have much more potential and abilities than I give myself credit for. I think that as I grow in my self-esteem I will growing in my beliefs. I will be in a better place than where I am right now.

I know this in my Heart

Is it too late to find the perfect job? the one that inspires me every day? the one that makes me happy to leave the house? Am I too old? have I waited too long? I hope not. I keep thinkign about the things I am good at and realize that I am doing none of those things in my job right now, nor have I for the last 15 years. I have come across new skills that I am really good at and love, like public speaking, working with numbers and people. I am a great planner and organizer. So those are my skills, or at least the things I love to do. I have found that ther is few things that I can’t do as long as I put my mind to it. So what should I do??? that is the remaining question? What should I do?