grow out my relaxer and have natural hair

Well I had to relax…. I miss my curls but I ended up with EXTREME heat damage from a flat iron (was trying to trim ends because of HORRIBLE knots) so I relaxed…

I don’t think my natural texture is for me… I love the way it feels down at the scalp but my hair was just hard, dry, and knotty….

I think my hair is too porous and too fine mixed with my 4b/c-napp coils and zig-zags it just clumps up and knots around itself no matter what I did….

I tried eveything I could afford and nothing seemed to work….

So to those ladies able to do it I am envious because I so like how I look with natural hair, I just don’t think my natural hair is ready for my life as a broke student…

I think once I finish school and have a “real” job that will allow me to go to a natural professional I will try again… but for now I have a relaxer oh and no hair on the floor. :)

Well I actually forgot about this website! I don’t get on here enough to remember… But I BC’ed the end of March, must have been a few weeks after I wrote my last entry. I AM SOOOOOOOOO GLAD I did it! I now have a cute little fro and I have been rocking a short twist out and I can’t keep my hands out of it!!! I currently twist it up with a mix of conditioner & castor oil, my daily spray is a mix of water and glycerin… I can’t stop playing with my soft coils… I LOVE IT!! This is the healthiest my hair has been in years!!!!!!!!

Well I finally have some texture, I haven’t had a perm since Early October! I really want to cut it off, but then again I don’t cause this is the longest my hair has ever been in my life!! I also realize this is “scab” hair so it is not my true natural texture… But I just love running my fingers through my curly, textured new growth… I have been rocking cornrows while growing it all out!!! So I think this time I will make it to the natural length I want!!!!