Improve relationship with the one most precious to me

I have no clue what to do next. I haven’t really talked to her in a while, and now I’m somewhat depressed. I know she is really busy with her school work, as am I, but I still feel like I need to try harder. The next time we will see eachother is thanksgiving, and I really need to talk to her sometime before that. I feel that our relationship may actually be diminishing instead of improving…damn…what should I do? I keep missing her on AIM, I suppose I could try facebook…regardless if anyone has any suggestions they would be greatly appreciated.

We finally talked today! It was terrific…I’m just relieved that she is still thinking about me. Now all I have to do is continue talking to her a couple times a week and all will be good.

I haven’t spoken to her in a while…which makes me sad. I’m afraid to just call her since I don’t have a very good idea of her schedule right now. She also hasn’t been online, so I havent been able to communicate via instant messages either. I dont know what to do anymore…is waiting the best course of action?

Within moments of posting my last entry, the one I love sent me a message…it wasnt much, but she sent it at the perfect time, perhaps she does care…Im taking it as a sign of fate. I will always cherish our friendship.

I met this girl in high school and have since become good friends. I have always been shy so I never acted on my feelings for her. When I graduated high school and we parted ways to our respective universities, I still hadnt told her. I think she knows how I feel…but Im not sure if she feels the same way. We still talk online a lot and I’ll occasionally see her if shes ever visiting in the area or on breaks. She is too special to just give up on so I am doing everything I can to be closer to her. Then maybe, when we have a deeper understanding of eachother things will work out…