Lose 70 pounds

I am the biggest I have ever been. I have not worked out in ages, I’ve enjoyed the local treats of Hawaii and Chicago a little too much. Because I’m small-boned, I look smaller than I am and people don’t see the weight I do, or obviously feel it. I have to do a great deal of walking, uphill (not both ways) daily, and it leaves me panting by the time I get to the top. When I was first in Hawaii on vacation, I was a size 0. Now, the bigger sized clothes that I had to buy because a size 0 would only fight my wrist now, are tight and unyielding. I look good in nothing. I don’t feel good in anything. I’ve made enough excuses and I can literally not afford to buy bigger clothes and I refuse to do so even if I could. By June I will be back to a size 0. Period. This is ridiculous to sit here and resign myself at such a young age to be complacent with my weight now when it makes me so unhappy.