Realize that some people are never going to be the people you thought they might be and be ok with that

a lot about people from my past. It’s very disconcerting to me that people are capable of such intense, integral change. I am so distant from some of my former closest friends. It’s a little bit frightening, because sooner or later, what if I don’t meet new people to fill up the space left from those who have left my life?

But I really am in a good place. It’s a little shaky, because I’m still figuring out so much about myself and what it is I want out of life. But I have such a more formed idea than even this time last year. I have to trust that I will get up and actually do it.

I guess we all do?

i never love nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly

i got lost
in the sound

i hear in my mind
all of these voices
i hear in my mind
all of these words
i hear in my mind
all of this music
and it breaks my heart

and it breaks my heart, and it breaks my h-e-a-r-t

**SUPPOSE
I never ever met you.
Suppose we never fell in love.
Suppose I never ever let you
kiss me so sweet
and so soft.

Suppose I never ever SAW YOU.
Suppose you never ever called.

Suppose I kept on singing love sings
just to break
my own
fall

just to break my f-a-l-l

(all my friends say that of course it’s gonna get better, gonna get better better better better)

oh, i never love nobody fully.
always
one foot on the ground.

and by protecting my heart
truly
i got lost
in
the
sounds

i hear in my mind, all of these voices
i hear in my mind, all of these words
i hear in my mind, all of this music
and it breaks
my
heart
and it breaks my heart
and it breaks my heart

i hear in my mind
all of these voices
i hear in my mind
all of these words
i hear in my mind
all of this music
and it breaks my heart
and it breaks my heart
it breaks my h-e-a-r-t

breaks my heart
breaksmyheart. anditbreaksmyheart, it breaksmyheart, and it breaksmheart,anditbreaksmyheart.