make my bed and sleep like a baby with no regrets

Maybe I need to change my sheets entirely?

all they need to write on it
is “Once lived a girl who got all she ever wanted,”
Tell me something,
who could ask for more
than to be living in a moment you would die for?

and so, I choose to be happy and not worry about all these crazy things. I have no control over the majority of my life. I will not worry. I will enjoy what I can!

Last night was the third time I couldn’t get to sleep until 4-5 in the morning. My mom thinks it’s stress. I really don’t feel that stressed anymore; I just finished my thesis basically, my other classes are going well… what on earth could I be stressed about??

Mistakes are bound to happen… Setbacks fallbacks flashbacks, what have you, but the fact of the matter is, the present is what is important.

And I am happy. Learning to deal with things differently (better) every day. :) And hoping the sleepless nights stop soon.

I think it will be Better.

And for now, it is Good.

I didn’t sleep.
Nope.

I was up until almost 8 in the morning.

I’m not sure why. Except, maybe I am.

Still, interesting, interesting.

thus far, this year. I feel like I have (had?) a lot of big decisions. And in my mind, I’ve made them, they’re there, and I know that is ultimately what is best for me (and isn’t that what I’m supposed to be doing right now since I am young and nothing is tying me down and I have all these open doors so I might as well pick a good one right isn’t that the idea) but it’s the “no regrets” part that always gets me. I’m really stressed with school and the strain of a long distance relationship (soon to be even longer and I don’t even know how to think about that) and strange friend scenarios and so regrets to pile along with all of that. Luckily, I’m near the end of my thesis, and from there it should be relatively downhill.

Mmm, North Carolina.

New Year’s Resolution.