I just started at my new school.
This is my fourth week there now. Everything was going fine, until I got invited out with a bunch of kids from school last Friday night and we smoked bud, I was so high, everything still seems like a dream…anyway, I said ‘I hate this school’ or something along the lines of that, and I really didn’t mean it and I have no idea why I said it but now they all hate me :(
It’s a really small school, 300 students, so as soon as one person knows something everyone else does. I really thought I was about to make three new really close friends, but now they’ll hardly look at me.
I went to the station this morning and as I approched them they just looked away. I was like…’okay’ and I just stood there in the circle they then cut me out of it.
I just went home and now I’m writing this.
I’ve told them I didn’t mean it, but they still think I do, I say “I’m really sorry, I don’t know why I said that, I honestly didn’t mean it” they say, “Well, if you don’t mean it then why did you say it”
If I wasn’t trying to befriend them by this point I probably would’ve screamed at them by now, but instead I just ran home.
Please help, advise? What should I do??? They’re such nice girls and I really want them as friends
