let the people I love and care about know

I wish i could ripe out my heart and show people just how much it is there from them, not me, and how much it beats for them, how nothing makes me happier then to see them smile and feel at ease. The very people that I care about seem to question this and I feel when that happens I am not good enough, I cant give enough and whats the point of me having this huge heart anyways then. But if i didnt care then I wouldnt be crying right now, and i could just dismiss it all, but I can’t its not me. I’m screwed either way.

my days get busy, I get tired, i get cranky, but I always want to remind and be reminded of the blessings of those whom love me unconditionally, especially flintypoo.