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I’ve kept this one going because I wasn’t sure if it would stick but… it did :) So this one is done. If that changes, I’ll re-open it.

I would say this is no longer a problem. I’ll leave it up as a reminder to myself to make sure it really sinks in. I’ve noticed this can clash with the ‘not let it bother me’ goal. There’s a fine line that I need to establish between what’s worth worrying about and what’s just pointless. I’m glad I’m doing both goals at once though, so I don’t get done with one and undo it thinking I’ve solved the other one… tricky…

Anyways, this is a good trend that I intend to continue. Yay for progress.

I want to make sure this is a long term trend and not a short break in the apathy. Granted, the apathy has been gone for a month or so. But still. Once you have depression for 7 years straight, you end up a little skeptical to positive change. Don’t want to step out of the cellar in the eye of the tornado, per se. I’ve done that before… haha to quote Futurama “I feel like I got mauled by Jesus…” haha oh man, I love that one… with the miracle cream? Anyone?