get rid of my lazyness

and organising it properly would actually help to achieve some things, enjoy my free time more

is a good way to push yourself into doing something and not just relax and waste your free time lying on the couch. Don’t know how to make the free time more intensive, mind is tyring to relax during that, maybe the better results in guitar or photography will be when I’ll finnish my courses and get my licence, because now its: studies + job + courses + free time (?) . kinda hard to find a balance

I’m dealing with some things in my life, with the wish to reach something, to be Somebody [with the capital S]. I’m trying but I think not as hard as I could. I wouldn’t say I’m lazy in all the things in life, but just in the ones that I need to put the most efforts, and that would guarantee some of my personal achievements. I think it’s just a fooling myself ‘I’m tired, I’m going to bed, I’d better do some things first” etc… Well, IT NEEDS TO STOP. TODAY.