enjoy life

I’m almost sure that this one includes learnin to laugh more. Tonight I literally laughed until I cryed.. so I am sure that I am working on this one!

Hummm starting to wonder if enjoy life and relax are the same thing. I have both of them as goals.. I would enjoy life more if I could relax from time to time.. but I dont think that you can relax if you enjoy life?? Humm.. Ok yeah.. it’s 2 differant things in my case. Well… I enjoy life for the most part. I would really love to just be able to live everyday like it was my last .. instead of tomorrow I have to do this.. I will do that tomorrow.. because honestly, none of us have a promise of tomorrow anyways.

Today I want to pull my hair out!! And if mom doesn’t stop complaning about all of her problems and bitching about every little thing I am seriously going to go crazy!!! How can you enjoy life when you feel like someone around you is out to make you miserable!

Tonight me and 2 of my bestest buddies Adam and Jarred went to Buffalo Wild Wings. They have a 12 Blazin’ wings contest, where you eat 12 Blain wings in 6 minutes without drinking anything, throwing up, or dipping them in anything. Adam and Jarred are whimps.. so being the girl that I am I done it LoL. I totally won!! It was awesome, so tell me this isn’t enjoying life a little! The pic is me… a total mess!!!