Figure out what I am doing

So Kevin and I decided to take the three bedroom apartment, that we love, without Jake. All the other apartments we tiny or just gross for the same or even more. So it’s just the two of us. It might be tight when the seasons become cold, but I’m going to start saving a lot now for oil. I was thinking of just taking my stimulus check and just put it toward that. I’m so excited!!! Moving on Sunday.

So Jack is making me very Irritated. I have been busting my hump to find a place and Kevin too. Finally Jake comes up from Manchester to look at the ones we like and the one I love and He doesn’t seem to be on board. I have no idea what is going on with him, I told Kevin to figure it out fast. Because without Jake we can’t do the apt. I love and we should start looking at places for just us. Thankfully Kevin feels the same way I do,it is just harder because it is his bestfriend. Arg.

On a brighter note one of my old bosses got in contact with me, she heard I was let go, and offered me a catering job. So know I have that too. Not a dream job but it will work for now. Waitress at Tony’s, Functions for Luca’s and Now catering for Denise.

Kevin and I have been looking at a lot of places and I think we found it. You walk in and there is a full kitchen down the hall is a half bath little further there is a diningroom and a living room in the front. Upstairs is three bedrooms and a full bathroom. I love it! And the landlord loves us, I talked to him on the phone for a half an hour. Then when we went to see the place he had us there for an hour. He is a sweetheart though a retired school teacher whom now lives in NC. We are meeting him again today and he told Kevin he has a good feeling about us!! And the price is great and he allows cats and dogs. So there might be a puppy in our future.

So I was let go at work because as they said, “I’m unhappy.” Now aren’t I the one to decide if I’m happy or not.
It’s okay though I still have Luca’s and Tony’s to fall back on for now. Luca even stood up for Steve and I, he said he would break the contract with the hotel if we weren’t allowed to work functions there. And wedding seasons is coming up.
Also I had a teaching interview yesterday!!! I feel it went really well.

I NEED to find a new job and I am tryng. Appling to a ton of different ones, I even have an interview next week.

Well I got a car, thats a start.

A nice place, a house. But I have to move in fast.

Yeah one of the worst days ever… I can only think of a few things that could knock me down lower.

If one more person ask me “So what are you doing?” Im going to freak out. So I need to figure it all out, where im going to live, work, ect… I don’t know. I fear if I sign a lease here I will get a job somewhere far away. So I have 23 days to try to figure it all out. Yeah my lease is up June 28th how weird.