love myself more

love my body as much as my boyfriend does, I would be in a good place. I lotion my body down each morning after I shower, something I would skip on the regular, and I think positive things on each part of me as I slather it down with moisturizer. All in all, the bod is not so bad . . . can it stand to be toned up some more, sure . . . but all in all . . .it has been holding up very well considering what I put in it, on it, and bang it up. So to my body a toast . . . YOU’VE COME A LONG WAY BABY, but you sure do it well.

today my friend from hs is on the right coast for a wedding. i am absolutely besides myself that she is local. she is a left coaster and i am a right coaster so though we talk often, we see each other maybe once a year when she comes this way for family get to gethers and things of that nature. i intend to visit her in san francisco this october . . . . but we will see. in any case i feel that i need to surround myself with people that make me feel good and support me and show me love and love me unconditionally. i think by maintaining and keeping and fostering these good and solid friendships i am showing myself love. kisses altonece!

by working out I am loving myself. I want and need to be healthier. I don’t want to have type 2 diabetes, I don’t want to continue to have problems with my knees due to my weight, I don’t want to have to wear SPANKS to keep my thighs from rubbing together . . and all of the other issues that go along with me being too heavy. So, I work out to show myself love. . . muah . . . here is a big kiss to me!