be my own best friend

I cried alot, but it was worth it. I’ve come to some new conclusions about things and i’m glad i got to explore my own psychology futher. I’ve been kind to myself today. It’s been fun.

Tonight i’m alone as my boyfriend is out. I’m going to watch a movie, i’ve had a shower and i’m pampering myself. I’m also going to get a bottle of wine in, put some candles on and do some journalling, which i enjoy and think about doing other things for fun, like reading my horse magazines, tarot cards, listening to music, listening to some personal development gurus. This goal isn’t about making friends, it’s about being happy with myself, my own company and being able to be my own best friend in the hardest time of my life. I’m struggling with life at the moment in many senses. This is important to me.