consciously create my day

It’s 10:02 and i’ve laid in bed. I need to think well thoughts apparantely to feel better. Maybe i’ll take some vitamins too and focus on improving my diet. This week week it’s been full of chinese , chips. I’m soo very grateful for my body and the healing that is happening inside me.

Today i am showering this morning and delighting in the joy of water and how magical it is. I am imagining contracts coming in to me like it’s already happened from a client who has agreed to go ahead yesterday. I’ve written his company on my results board. It has happened to me, the contract is coming in , it’s only a matter of time. I’ve done my days work. Well i still want another today, but this contract is on it’s way! Yay

I feel better already as my psychology uplifts my health. My kittens are running around the house. Painting my day in my minds eye filled with beauty is so nice. Today i see my house tidy and clean how it should be, it smells fragrant and i’m excited about making the order for the shopping now that i can move around the kitchen and it’s clear!

My rabbits are being cleaned out as they are so important to me and there health in the summer means alot to me. They are thriving and happy and get to run around the garden for a few hours when i arrive home. They love chewing the grass and having that freedom. I think about getting a run from pets at home and ordering it in, although i have one upstairs which can be disinfected and put outside for my male rabbits to run in. They will love the freedom they have as they don’t get the same time out as the females.

My bank documents are ready to take with me once i’m showered to open a company bank account. I have my passport and a utility bill which is dated recently in the last month and is paid and i’ve rung them in advance to make sure they know i’m coming and will accept my application. I’ve cleaned out my rabbits breifly and brought in the bin before leaving the house and am looking forward to making the house clean later.

I leave the house at 12 noon and travel into town via bus. I have my laptop, my phone is on divert for clients to come through to me and my journey to town is only 15 minutes from the office so i can easily reach my desk should a client need something urgently. I embrace the day enjoying the sunshine and meet my friend for dinner and drop my documents in the bank. We arrive back at 1pm, just in time to call my client.

I speak to my client and let him know that everything is okay, and the solution to his problem and setup for the rest of my day, sorting out my friends computer and calling to speak to my crm manager to setup an outbound call list for him. He makes me feel good about what i’m doing and inspires me and gives me faith and believe and even though we only do 30 calls, we get a contract in on sheer faith in god and the universe.

This comes over to us by fax. He feels wonderful about working with me and we both have a glass of wine to celebrate. We relish in the moment of joy from having acheived alot today and giving to the world as our business is to help others. We know we are doing the right thing and this is important to be ethical and do the right actions. We make call after call with enthusiasm and glee and bounce off each other as we have a conversation at the same time. It is effortless and doesn’t feel like work, but we are so productive generating so much interest. My clients feel they can trust me and feel at ease with me.

At the end of the day the vat registration and paye is done and i’m glad i’ve managed to finally do this! I feel i’ve got alot done and my health improves for this. I feel ready to sleep after doing some housework and cooking. First though i write my journal and gratitude entry and i read my book. I thank god for all that i have been given. I feel so blessed before i sleep and grateful for my day and my dreams are beautiful and i know that i will wake naturally raring to go at 6am as i’m so excited about getting another contract in and spending the morning with my rabbits making sure they are cared for.

My day today was amazing. I spoke to my business partners and they take care of me financially making sure i feel like i can handle everything. The nurture me and support me and i’m grateful to god and the universe for all the beauty in my life. My boyfriend i see in the evening and we cuddle and spend time together. I’m so thankful we are together and have each other to hold. The night is warm and passionate and we embrace each other lovingly before we drift to sleep.

I intend to wake up reasonably early, prepare for my day enjoying a relaxing shower and pampering myself a little. I am then going to be having a cup of tea and breakfast whilst i read a little of my book. Perhaps going with my boyfriend for breakfast at the cafe rather than eating in. I will clean out my rabbits which haven’t been done and live in the moment experiencing all i can right now in the present!

I intend to think good thoughts and attract good things into my life and make sure my feelings are on the highest frequency they can be. I intend to go down to the local b & q for a walk also to buy some lightbulbs and look at paving slabs. At the end of saturday i intend to wind down watching a movie rather than go clubbing although i’ll make sure that i fit a little dance in so that i can be fit.

This starts with jumping in the shower as soon as i’m out of bed, or coming downstairs straight into dancing for 20 minutes to liven me up abit. Then i’ll get breakfast once i’m dressed. The first thing the body needs in the morning is oxygen and i intend to make sure that i have an abundance of this, by either going outside in the fresh air for 30 minutes or doing some exercise. Then i’ll give my body what it needs in terms of food and drink.

After which i intend to get all my calls done between the hours of 9am until 5pm which means going to bed at a reasonable time and reading the night before so that i can wake up after 8-10 hours sleep. This is so important as doing what i’m doing i can’t function on only 6 hours. I’ve tried, but i end up not working until 2pm, like today. So my main priority is going to be sleep earlier, so that i automatically wake earlier feeling refreshed.

As for my day, i want it to be filled with love and compassion, and focus on what i’m grateful for. When i make my calls i want to go in with the objective of helping the client, even if that’s not through the use of my services. I want to give myself some slack, let myself relax into my calls without putting pressure on myself to get anything out of them. The best work in life comes from doing thinks in the right way, without any expectation of the results. The most important thing is to try , put the effort in daily and the results will speak for themself.

I want to appreciate my business, that i have the oppotunity to work from home in my beautiful home doing what i want to do for a living. Admitedly it’s not my ultimate goal to be making calls, but i am helping people and that’s what’s important. This is a stepping stone business in my life and i need to see it as such. It is still a means to an end, but i can appreciate the beauty in it daily. The fact that i get to contribute and help peoples lives. Each day i want to be able to record what i’ve done, regardless of the outcome, every experience is still beautiful even if id rather be riding horses for a living. This is still yet to come, as the more money i make, the more oppotunity i will have to do just that.

Enjoying my boyfriend more is my priority at the moment and making him happy aswell as myself. Making each day count, getting up making myself look beautiful. I dont normally advocate putting makeup on and wearing beautiful clothing in life should be your priority. However just today i’ve found that when you look beautiful in yourself, you feel beautiful and then your actions become beautiful. Today i feel more confident in myself having prepared myself for my day putting an effort into my appearance. I think this is important as although i love to be comfortable and would happily sit in my dressing gown and make calls, psychology is a hugh aspect of success and i think it’s important to take this into consideration. Plus if it was your last day on earth today you would want to look and feel your best. It’s amazing how abit of self pampering can go along way to improving your self love.

Keeping the house tidy, little by little is also going to be a focus for me, as working in an untidy environment is difficult for me and i feel i’ll be much more effective if i’m organised in all aspects of my life. One less thing to worry about. At the moment my paperworks all over, my finances are all over, my life is all over, so anything i do or focus on is not going to be the best it should be when everything in my life is out of sync. This then is a big focus. Decluttering the house, getting rid of all the stuff i don’t need and making sure rooms are organised and energy is flowing freely. I’m a great believer in energy and how it effects your mood, your environment and your life.

Finally in terms of rounding off the day after putting in the effort, it’s a case of again reordering my life, closing everything down in an organised manner. Making sure i got the core things done that i needed to like calls and sending out literature to prospective clients. After this it’s important to make sure i get some pure leisure time in, whether that be journalling, dancing, having a drink socially, tarot reading, reading books or watching my favourite programs, each day must incorporate some me time. I’m going to set more time aside in the mornings for me also. One hour and a half to appreciate myself, prepare for work, dance or whatever i wish to do in that time, including perhaps meditation.

I don’t want to take shortcuts as longterm this only causes more problems. I’m going to start doing things in the allocated time periods that i feel i’ll be the most effective and stick to them. My main problem is procrastinating. I procrastinate everything until the afternoon often, which means i’m missing 15 hours a week when i could be contributing and growing my business. I need to take this into consideration. Starting earlier and rewarding myself by finishing at 3pm maybe would be a good idea as i’m working for myself i can give a little more to myself than most employers would and working out in the garden in the sunshine as apose to indoors is something that i’m going to take more time to do.

As for my relationship. I need to make sure i nurture it each day. I’m always cook for my other half and we end up cuddling up on the sofa until the early hours. I will miss this going to be early, and we will need to make sure we spend some time together more in the daytime if i change my routine. It would be nice to sit out in the garden together in the sunshine and eat breakfast this time of year.

I think i’d also like to start volunteering at the local rescue shelter to get me out of the house more and at the local riding school, also taking a lesson here and there to indulge my passion. I think what i will do with my days in terms of the business is start earlier giving myself more time so i don’t have to rush. At the moment i’m rushing in the afternoons to get things done, rushing calls, when i could be doing everything at a leisurely pace. This is going to be my focus the next few weeks as i work towards increasing my client base.

Each night i want to make a recognition to god for my life. I’m truly grateful and i want to connect spiritually and enhance my sense of love and compassion for the world. Nurturing good qualities in myself , always using the opposing good feeling to combat any fears i may have or negativity. I’ve learnt always that if you practice gratitude instead of fear, you can’t be in two emotions at the same time, only one can provail, so building a habit of expressing positive emotions being graceful about life is really important to me, and giving myself some love and compassion aswell as those around me. Gentleness is a great quality i want to nurture in myself.

To speak to those around me with understanding and appreciation is something i want to make a priority as i’m often impatient with others and spend more time with my friends and my family is now important to me as i realise i was happier than ever when i was more social with my life. This weekend i’m going out with my friend and then to a club on the weekend for a party. Social time has got to be an important part of any day as is getting outside being at one with nature and perhaps making the effort to go into town each day, working on my independance and building my courage to face the outside world would be an important step for me.