stop trying to impress people I don't even like

I am starting to breakdown, people are assholes and they talk WAY too much shit. I am starting to see that I can’t hang out with some of my guy friends since they talk so lowly of girls and it makes me feel sad. I just gotta make it. I need to get some friends that are girls. (Easier said than done)...

Today I actually walked the halls of my school and did not care what people said or what they thought. I actually felt good today. Today I didn’t give a crap because I didn’t want to impress people at all. I wasn’t put on this Earth to impress the whole world anyway. I felt good. Let’s see if I can keep this up

I defintely want to do this. I really need to not care what people think..I am freaking fed up with it. I wanna amaze myself but somehow I just want to amaze everyone at the same time. I probably can’t do both. I am trying to do this. I can’t let this be the death of me.