stop drinking

Yah Im not sticking to my part of the bargin…....Why is this so difficult for me??

just noticed…..this was to be on my stop smoking goal. woops

I went 8 days without a drink, that is until last night. AHHHHH, I feel so bad, I was doing good, what happened?? Well cant really be upset about it now. All I can do is start over again and hope I can go longer. When I go 3 months straight without drinking then this goal will be completed!!

It has been a week since I vowed to stop drinking, unfortunately I had a slip up on Thursday. I feel really bad about the slip but overall I am very happy with my progress. I know I can do this because I know how alcohol has ruined my life. It has put me and my daughter in dangerous situations. It has destroyed my marriage and I just wont have it anymore. Drinking is no way to cope with life. It is hard because up until last Sunday I was drinking everyday, I was drowning all my pain in liquor, but once the alcohol wore off I just felt sick and the pain was still there. I assume as the weeks go by it will become more natural to not drink and I will learn new, healthier ways to deal with problems.