consciously create my day

Today it’s 11:59 was woken up by my drunk friends last night. Adam came and slept at the side of me and cuddled me for awhile before going back to his room. I so enjoy his company it’s lovely it truly is. I plan now to check my balances call natwest and make a payment to my account and then get a quick shower. I’m going to leave my hair for one day out of the week.There is no need for me to straighten and wash it every day!

I’m going to leave here at 1pm after having some herbal tea and i’ll nip into the frenchgate and buy some makeup before catching the bus to my grandmas house. My grandma reminded me that it’s my grandads’ birthday on the 2nd of July. I’m not sure yet what i will get him, but it will be something nice. I’ll arrive at grandmas at 2pm and stay for 3 hours until 5pm. I’ll have something lovely to eat as i’m really hungry and have only eaten tea and toast yesterday with a quiche.

Grandma will give me a lift across town at 5pm and i’ll arrive at work with Lynn at 6pm until 10pm. I’ll book a taxi with micks today for tonight as it cost me £7.00 with a black cab to get home yesterday. When i arrive home i’ll do the washing up that the guys have made and write my journal, plan tommorow and get my work clothes out and ready to go. I’ll have a chat with the guys and then get an early night, no later than 1pm. Today i’ll try and get some candles and do my cashflow in excel on my mobile.

Today it’s 08:38am. I’ve just finished doing some dancing for 44 minutes. I now plan to have a shower and call in work to let them know i’m not coming in today. I’ll go out to the doctors and meet up with helen today if she is about and i’m going to pop in and see mum. I also intend to get my skype phone and computer working.

I need to speak to adam about this as he is going to set it up with me along with my computer. Myself, Adam, Wax and Coxy are going to be working together on a project. I really want to get this off the ground quickly. Also i need to look for some full time work with suitable hours today as the job i have at the moment, despite being nice, isn’t convienient. I want to get back in touch with nature and have a relaxing day perhaps walking in the woods.

Having just doing 44 minutes of dance and gratitude i’m prepared for my day and raring to go. It’s 08:26am. I’m going to Put the water on and get a bath in 5 minutes whilst i have a nice morning glass of grapefruit juice. At 8:40am I will dry my hair put my contacts in and at 8:50am i’ll do my makeup. At 9:00am i’ll straighten my hair for 15 minutes as i don’t want to overdo it. At 9:15am i’ll get dressed into my white shirt and black trousers. I’ll sew the bottom of my trousers too with the needle mum gave me the other day. At 9:25am i’ll get my things together and leave the house to catch the 9:30am bus to town. I will arrive in town round about 9:50am at which time i’ll go to the bus station to buy a bus pass for the week, cutting down travel costs.

I’ll arrive at work for 10:15am with a confident and positive attitude and my bank details and national insurance number. I’ll meet everyone in the new company and do my training and be very assertive and yet laid back in my approach to learning. I’ll show compassion and empathy to everyone and i’ll create a massive vibe of confidence and integrity when i call up leads on the phone. The day is 10:30am until 8:00am so i’ll work hard for some bonus! At 8:30am i’ll leave and i’ll spend the rest of my night doing whatever i fancy, something relaxing and rejuvenating without thinking about business or planning, just focusing on what i do have and the good that is already in my life. I’m going to be optimistic and thoughtful today especially with nick whom i hope will call me tonight, if not i will let him chill out awhile before we sort things out.

Today it’s 10:22am i’ve just finished doing 22 minutes of dance, which is not enough, but it’s satisfactory. I’ve decided that i will do some more when i get back tonight, another 44 minutes. I’m going to have a nice bath in a moment and get dressed into a denim skirt and top with some flip flops seen as its’ lovely weather today!

At 11:30 i’m setting off round to helens to go have a walk down to the sun inn where we will meet lynn. I got a lovely email from my astrologer rochelle today i must remember to read what she forcasts for me as it’s highly accurate. We are all going to have a drink down the pub and then afterwards i will come home for lunch before doing some work to get my email box in order, organise the tasks i need to be doing.

I’m basically going to plan out my week today effectively so that i don’t have to worry about anything. It’s a beautiful day so i’ll sit in the yard and read my NLP book. I’ll also speak to nick at some point today on the phone if i get chance.He is on his own for 2 weeks in Surrey bless him, although he’s not one to get lonely!

Today charactorwise, i’m going to be confident, understanding, caring, compassionate, a good listener and in control of my actions and behaviors even if i do have a drink :) I’m looking forward to a bright and sunny day ahead!

It’s 15:37 and i feel abit under the weather. Funny time to start planning my day! I feel an emmense drive inside of me though to get things done. I was supposed to be going to my friend joe’s for a barbacue today but i think i will make it tommorow instead when i’m feeling better. I know i’m procrastinating enjoying myself! Even so i do think i need some rest.

For the next 20 minutes i’m going to do some dance. I’ve neglected it this morning. I will do another 44 minutes this evening to make up for it. I do need to call helen at some point to see if she still wants to meet up this weekend and i do need to ring brockholes to let them know that i’m no longer going to be on the course as i am going to study independantely. I also need to call the BHS to ask if it’s possible for me to still do the exam on the 30th of June.

At 4:15pm i’ll watch deal or no deal and have lunch, perhaps bacon sandwiches with salad as there isn’t much in the fridge. At 5pm i’ll read my NLP book for 30 minutes and relax on the sofa or in the garden and enjoy the summer sun! Then at 5:30pm i’ll try and get a frontpage download so that i can work on my business. I will make a plan and a strategy to incorporate ami solutions into my daily life and so that i can work at weekends and i’ll update my cashflow with my new salary.

I will give the pub down the road a call at 6pm to let them know i wont be coming in for interview tonight as i’m already established and i’ll email the companies that want me to come to leeds and sheffield in the next couple of days and cancel also. At 6:30pm i’ll do some more work on my business and planning until 8:30pm when i will dance for 44 minutes before putting on some soothing candles and insense. In the evening i’ll speak to nick and i’ll play ultima with Joe. I’ll spend some time listening to Tony Robbins and i’ll relax by giving myself a nice shoulder massage, doing some reiki and some deep thoughtful meditation. Today i’ll smell the roses! If i don’t get it all done, there is always tommorow, so i will stay positive!

Today i plan to be kind to my family showing understanding and compassion. Sometimes i can get upset as they seem to go purposefully out of their way to antagonise me. However i’m going to make sure that i see it from there point a cry for help, rather than anything to do with me.

It’s 14:00pm and i’m going to work on my goals for an hour and have something to eat. At 15:00pm i’ll tidy my room & sort out my suitcase,until 16:00pm and at 16:00pm i’ll get a nice relaxing bath. At 17:00pm i’ll play on ultima for a little while until it’s time to go to work and i’ll make sure my cashflow is balanced. At 17:45pm i’ll set of to work with Kate and i’ll be grateful for everything in my life. I’ll make sure i get back into the routine of donating to the hunger site and this evening if the net is down i’ll keep word documents of my journal so that i can paste them in when dad gives me access again.

I can’t wait to move out of this house and i’ll do everything in my power to manifest this desire! It’s the most important thing in my life right now to get a full time job and move out. I can sort out my career and other things later. God’s delays are not god’s denials are they :)

Today is about creating and manifesting my future as i want it to be. As i sit here at 15:31 watching missing, thoughts come to my mind about what i want from and in my life. I am grateful for everything around me and in my life at this moment. I think about a time when i really wanted something. It was a pet rabbit. It was an impossible dream. Dad would never let me have a rabbit. Amazingly though he gave in to one of my friends who came round and convinced him to buy one for me. If you can’t succeed yourself, find other people to help you!

I plan to finish watching missing then have a shower and then watch deal or no deal whilst planning my future in excel. I want to work towards my plan of running my marketing company. I keep getting flashes in my head, my intuition telling me i should do something to help others, like life coaching and build a business this way. I just wouldn’t feel authentic to do this now with my life how it is. I will however when i start earning money take a life coaching course, get qualified and then setup a sideline business. For now i’m going to push forward helping business owners and clients come together.

I’m considering a policy that means that it is a win win situation if the company takes on my services. They get there money back if they are not happy minus the setup costs of £450.00. I will work towards giving my customers the best deal possible. The only way to make money is by giving. It’s not about what i can get. I need to remember that! How can i add value to other peoples business’s! This is the question that i need to ask.

Today i’m going to sit in the garden in the sun and read. I’m going to bath in luxury jacuzzi bubbles and i’m going to explore my spirituality and listen to personal development tapes. I’ll do some horse care study and i’ll enjoy a nice salad meal in the evening. I’ll enjoy herbal teas and a merlot in the evening with nick and then we will watch tv together and spend some quality time together at night. I will get an early night as i want to be up at 9am tommorow. My main endeavour today is to get some interviews setup for when i get back to doncaster!

I know this but i’m going to write one anyway. Today it’s 12:40pm. I plan to do some dancing from 13:00pm until 14:10pm. After this i will have a nice relaxing bath and make myself some tea and salad. I will leave my hair to dry naturally so not to damage it.At 15:30pm i will come downstairs and do 10 giant steps in self mastery. I will prepare to watch charmed at 4pm when it comes on, making sure everyone is in agreement. Then later i’ll watch deal or no deal!

At around 19:30pm i’ll eat whatever Jackie has planned for dinner or make my own, again salad and fish perhaps. I’ll watch eastenders with the family. Most of all i’ll be accepting of nick going off to his party today. I’ll take this as an oppotunity to do my own thing. Whilst he is out i can do alot of life planning and personal development, apply for jobs and get my life on an even keel.

For the rest of the evening i will meditate, i will be grateful and i will read and write and play ultima online for a couple of hours. I will set a time limit as i don’t want to get carried away. I will spend time doing up my vendors. I’ll also make a plan for my finances and arrange to pay dad on the 16th of the month making sure this is viable rather than when i arrive home. I’ll give him a ring to confirm this, taking into consideration my debts. I’ll also call mum to say thankyou for my tablets that came through this morning and i’ll give grandma a call to see how she is doing.

Today i’m going to be graceful, love myself, give people there space, specially nick, i’m going to be hard working, dedicated and motivated and will work on my business plan if i get chance. I’m going to live minute by minute and know if i don’t get everything done atleast i tried but it wasn’t meant to be. I’m going to live in gratitude without fear, just with passion and integrity.

I’m going to accept whatever nick wants to do today, and let him go on his merry way, remembering that he loves me, and that if he didn’t i wouldn’t be here! I’m going to have confidence and do some motivational and confidence building programs via audio. I’ll listen to music and cherish my day as if it were my last. Finally tonight i want to make passionate love to nick, if he is in of course! If not then i’ll go to bed and cuddle upto minnie and read myself to sleep!

Finally i’m going to think about starting my own personal development company and company to help aspiring entrepreneurs. I will look into the endless posibilities that the future holds.

Today the plan is to go see the cinema tonight. It’s 17:17pm now and nick arrives back from his two hour driving lesson half an hour. I’ve just finished making the most delicious salad. I’m going to do some dancing now for 30 mins, or 44 if i can manage it. I will tidy up the kitchen for Jackie and then i’ll have a nice relaxing lime bubble bath with a glass of vanilla tea.Today i plan to live in the second. I’m not going to worry about the future. I’m going to acknoledge only the now, except in my scheduled life planning blocks.

I’m going to eat healthily and nurture my body, do some meditation and personal development and practice some tarot. I also plan to call mum later on to see if she managed to get my pills delivered for next day delivery. I’ll listen to my mp3 player and do some reading. I’m also planning to get an early night tonight so that i’m fresh for tommorow morning. I want to be able to wake up at 9am and get back into my regular routine.
Tonight i’m going to be helpful, loving and considerate.

Today it’s 13:15pm. I’ve spent the morning watching charmed,drinking herbal tea and eating fruit. I’m still feeling a little under the weather, however i’m going to be grateful for everything in my day! I’m not going to think to far ahead worrying about things. Instead i’m going to enjoy my special day and procrastinate worrying until tommorow.

Having woken up to two loving cards from nick’s mum and clive and jean and aubrey, clives parents, i’m feeling really happy. Jean and aubrey put some money in my card, which i thought was really sweet. I will use this to buy a book today.

Nick came downstairs and gave me the sweetest little bag full of cute things. A little teddy, some smelly stuff, some wine and the most adorable birthday card. He is taking me into town now to go shopping for an mp3 player and some books. We are skipping the hair dying. It’s not neccersary. I prefer the natural look!

I think the rest of my day will be a surprise. Unplanned, i’m going to go with the flow!