lose weight until I reach my goal weight and look as sexy as I know I am

I’m at 157.5

I’m not quite sure what my problem is. I’m unhappy with the spare tire around my waist, I long to wear my cute jeans and button all my jackets, and yet I keep eating crap that isn’t good for me.

I’m in two support group as of last week, and one of them I take a picture of the scale on Monday mornings. How’s that for motivation? :)

I would really like to start 2010 feeling good about myself.

I hit 159. I’m in the 50’s!!

That means officially less than 20 lbs until I’m at pre-kids weight.
(ANY kids weight. Not that far to go for pre #3 weight.)

and then stopped, which is totally my fault. Today I went back on my diet, back to the gym, and finally busted out the Wii Fit the hubs got me for mothers day.

The Wii Fit is awesome!! FUN. Much better than sitting on the couch watching TV.

Here’s hoping! I’d really like to be back into a size 8 soon.

my, my, is progress ever slow. I really need to start using my gym membership beyond once every 2 weeks.

the 60’s! the 60’s!
I think it helped a bit that we moved baby #3 to the 4th bedroom finally, which is on the 4th floor of the house. (House is very strange split level. With the (unfinished) basement, we have 5 floors. Lots of stairs.)

So if I am in the family room, and baby starts crying, I am walking up 3 flights of stairs. At night, it’s still one flight. Not a small flight either.. 10 steps.

So this means 15 lbs to pre baby #3 weight, and 29 lbs until pre kids weight. Considering I came home from the hospital weighing in at a whopping 198, this is awesome progress.

Next short term goal is 165.

Looking forward to wearing real jeans!

This is slooooow going. It would help if I could stop eating the Girl Scout cookies. My short term goal is to hit the 60’s.

this morning, and that’s with a big splint on my broken arm. yep, 3.5 weeks post partum and i broke my arm. the gym, unfortunately, will have to wait.

now that little Joshie has arrived. I gained 50 lbs with this latest pregnancy. I lost some over the past week but when you add on the 10 lbs I never lost with the previous two babies… I’m looking at 40 lbs here.

Since I think this is our last kid, I’d really like to get back to pre-pregnancy weight… like pre ANY pregnancy weight, whihc would be 140. I weigh 182 as of this morning. Blech.

Weight Watchers has a nursing moms program that I think I’m going to try.

I’m not really “giving up”, per se. Let’s just say that due to one night of hubby home early and not tired, I will be … POSTPONING this goal until, oh, say sometime in mid-January.

Today I saw a cousin I despise. She’s 5 years older than me.. our kids are exactly the same age. SHE is thin. Thinner, I swear, than before she got pregnant.

I’ll see her and the rest of the family again on June 14th for a Bar Mitzvah. I must… lose… this…weight. I cannot have evil cousin looking better than me!! (I KNOW IT’S PETTY.)