File for the divorce

I think we might have some progress here, will see later today I will get details, who knows I might file this week :)
I will be free!

I filled the papers on the internet I just need to go to the court house and pay 20 dollars to be the end :(
I have so many questions…

Well I know this is weird, but I separated my husband on july of 2008, because we couldnt get alone, fights all day, sour days, things like that.
He asked me for the divorce that year but never file. Im not sure whats the real excuse for that, but I got my self ready for the divorce and for him to serve me the papers well that never happen. Time is going by and other things have happen, I have been broken heart and sad becuase our relationship didnt work out, and everything I try to talked to him he always tells me “we didnt work” believe or not is been 8 months and he still not giving me the divorce, so I decided to get it. Im still hurt alot but I dont want to go back to the unhappiness and emptyness I was going thru with him, what can I say is was my fault and his too. But on his eyes is all mine. Im still hurt but I cant keep living my life like this I cant it makes feel like weird. My fairy tale is gone and I have this urge that I need to move forward, he has a new girlfriend who he told me she makes him happy. I have a boyfriend who he makes me laught but theres always this little thing on the back of my head that im still attack on this person.
Yesterday I called a lawyer and asked him some questions about the divorce, plus I called the court house to know more about it. I logged in to the site and start doing the papers, im not going to lie but I cried the whole time.
Friend tell me that the best thing to do is to stop talking to him to ignore his text and calls just like he does and I have and by doing that it doesnt hurt as much because I dont know what hes doing. Well story is longer but I will keep posting it. I will continue doing this divorce online and I will tell you my story alone the way :(