talk to him

So I actually finally said something to the guy I wanted to talk to. On the last day of school I say, “You have amazing hair.” When I’m going by to talk to somebody. He says thanks politely. But obviously, neither of us has reason to say anything else even if I’d had the nerve to say something more. Because we don’t even know each other’s names (well…I know his, but, for all he would know, I don’t).
So..let’s see…it’s only….3 MONTHS until school starts again.
rolls eyes at self
I’m a sad soul.
The only reason I did that much was cuz my Bio teacher wrote “Go talk to the Hair” in my yearbook. haha (she’s my best friend’s mother also, by the way…so that doesn’t look really weird)
I’m happy I at least did that…but I kick/punch/and mock myself for not being able to do anything more.
and karma hates me because I almost got hit by a car like 5 minutes later.

He’s there at school everyday with his amazing hair and adorable smile. =) I want to just go up and talk to him, but I’ve never been able to do that. Plus, he’s a grade below me so I doubt he even knows my name. Part of me keeps yelling at myself telling me to just go over, but the majority of me keeps going into panic mode and I just can’t seem to get a reason to be around him even to get to know him.