Finish what I start

So happy freakin new year .. so far nothing feels any diferent, none of the holidays really felt any different than any other year. I dunno, maybe it’s just me and my emotional roller coaster of a life, but everything went by so fast and when they were over, nothing feels any different.
I want so many things to take palce this year, and so far i’m still on the wrong track, but i have the whole year to change that (i think) but i say that EVERY year (maybe next year will be different).
I started this 43things (thanks Amy s) and now that i have access to a home computer (instead of sneaking and using the school’s computer) you’d think i’d be able to write more entries, or do more things, but that is not the case. I try to make time on this home-shared PC, but i have a very active 2 y/o and a 14 y/o sister who isnt’ helpful, nor does she like to share, so these few moments i get to “sneak” away in my own lil world and surf the net are very precious to me. Not that i dont’ love my sister or my son, or that the world is that bad (well it can be) but we all know we need some “me” time before you explode and that can be very bad to everyone (& everything) around you , ya know.
Well i’ve made an entry here for today (goal accomplished) and so now i’m going to try and keep up my Yahoo 360 page and someday figure out how to use that MySpace page.

I’m a procrastinator and i will begin a process of doing something (i.e apt shopping, job hunting,) and get side tracked and not get back to my original plan in a timely manner , which sucks because i Need to get my life together and make goals and stick with them if i ever plan on being on my own.