post lyrics here that reflect my current mood

She loves her mama’s lemonade,
Hates the sounds that goodbyes make.
She prays one day she’ll find someone to need her.

She swears that there’s no difference,
Between the lies and complements.
It’s all the same if everybody leaves her.

And every magazine tells her she’s not good enough,
The pictures that she sees make her cry.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.
Caught in the in-between, a beautiful disaster,
She just needs someone to take her home.

She’s giving boys what they want, tries to act so nonchalant,
Afraid they’ll see that she’s lost her direction.
She never stays the same for long, assuming that she’ll get it wrong.
Perfect only in her imperfection.

She’s not a drama queen,
She doesn’t want to feel this way,
only seventeen but tired.

She would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,
But she just needs someone to take her home.

Cause she’s just the way she is, but no ones told her that’s ok.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,

And she would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,

But she just needs someone to take her home
And just needs someone to take her home.

See the strange boy talking to his shadow
He’s got a secret to tell
His imaginary friend knows everything
Don’t let him go out
He says they won’t believe you
You don’t know what youre talking about
Cause his eyes are always red, can’t sleep at night
Doesn’t feel like being positive all the time
Doesn’t sit still, doesn’t look well
Give him something, make it chemical, chemical
You’ll feel better when you cannot feel
See the strange girl talking to her shadow
She’s got a secret to tell
Her imaginary friend knows everything
Don’t let her go out
She says they won’t believe you
You don’t know what youre talking about
Cause Her eyes are always red, can’t sleep at night
Doesn’t feel like being positive all the time
Doesn’t sit still, doesn’t look well
Give her something, make it chemical, chemical
You’ll get used to the cranial niches
Smoothes out neuro-transmitted glitches
You’ll feel better when you cannot feel
We’ll have such a fabulous time
Almost imitate a normal life
You’ll feel better when you cannot feel

Stay for life
For life
All you discover
Stay for life
For life
This moment together
To heal yourself
Love can heal
Can’t watch you fall

Pain on pain
Don’t come back here again
Shame on pain
Took the last breath away

Save yourself
Yourself
lost for a second
Save yourself
Yourself
bury the concious
And heal yourself
You can heal
Can’t watch you fall

Pain on pain
Don’t come back here again
Shame on pain
Took the last breath away
Pain on pain

Pain [x4]
Yeah

Wait for love
For love
You know it can happen
Wait for love
For love
The touch of a hand
To heal yourself
You can heal
Can’t watch you fall

Pain on pain
Don’t come back here again
Shame on pain
Took the last breath away
Pain on pain

Attention! Attention!
May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room,
if only, if only for one second.
Will you hear what I have to say?
Oh oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
To the fact that we could have something that’ll never happen.

This table has taken a turn for the worst.
Rock bottom and over the edge
well it’s not like it hurts that much anyway.
Upside down and inside out.
When I leave here I’m going alone.
Well it’s not like it, not like it hurts much anyway.

Attention! Attention!
May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room,
if only, if only for one second.
Will you hear what I have to say?
Oh oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
To the fact that we could have something that’ll never happen.
Will you hear what I have to?

This balance has weighed out our hearts desire.
I’m trying to make it alone.
Well it’s not like it hurts that much anyway.
Upside down and inside out.
When I leave here I’m going alone.
But I’m dying, I’m dying to touch.
And it’s not like it, not like it hurts much anyway.

Attention! Attention!
May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room,
if only, if only for one second.
Will you hear what I have to say?
Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
To the fact that we could have something, something.

Attention! Attention!
May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room,
if only, if only for one second.
Will you hear what I have to say?
Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
To the fact that we could have something that’ll never happen.
Will you hear what I have to?

Attention! Attention!
Upside down and inside out.
Attention! Attention!
Upside down and inside out

Here’s the day you hoped would never come
Don’t feed me violins, just run with me
Through rows of speeding cars
The paper cuts, the cheating lovers
The coffee’s never strong enough
I know you think it’s more than just bad luck

There, there, baby
It’s just text book stuff
It’s in the ABC’s of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh don’t lose your head
‘Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

Sleeping pills, no sleeping dogs lie never
Far enough away
Glistening in the cold sweat of guilt
I’ve watched you slowly winding down for years
You can’t keep on like this
Now is as bad of time as any

There, there, baby
It’s just text book stuff
It’s in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh don’t kill yourself
‘Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

It’s okay by me
It’s okay by me
It’s okay by me
It was a long time ago

It’s okay by me
It’s okay by me
It’s okay by me
It was a long time ago

There, there, baby
It’s just text book stuff
It’s in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh don’t lose your head
‘Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

There, there, baby
It’s just text book stuff
It’s in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh, don’t kill yourself
‘Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

_{I tend to listen to this song a lot. It’s very very dear to me. Just reminds me sometimes to keep on going.}