I’m getting close again.
I’ve wanted to so bad the last few days
and I’ve refrained!
but I’m scared I might give in soon.
I’ve made it this far
I don’t want to lose what I’ve accomplished.
crapppp.
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I’m getting close again.
I’ve wanted to so bad the last few days
and I’ve refrained!
but I’m scared I might give in soon.
I’ve made it this far
I don’t want to lose what I’ve accomplished.
crapppp.
When I get anxious, I scratch my arm really hard until it swells and bleeds from my nails.
I’ve been getting under control of that, lately.
but for the last three years I’ve been finding comfort in bleeding.
my cutting issue was really bad four months ago. it’s been getting better until I got upset a few weeks ago and remembered how much I love the stinging sensation on my thighs as the blade sinks into my flesh.
it’s disgusting. it’s terrible.
I want to stop. but when I confide in people to try and have them support me, they laugh. it’s so cliche’ nowadays. the fact that they tease makes me want to cut more. but then i’ll be made fun of more.
lose/lose.