Become Financially Independent

Damn
It’s not going anywhere.
I don’t have a job. It’s hard finding a job when you’re never in the right mood for it.
I found a job in cleaning but it’s too little. It’ll give me about.. 80 $ a month. Lol. It’s a bit more than … Nothing.
It’s too hard. Everything can cause me depression and I don’t have enough energy. Nothing. I don’t think that right now I have the right state of mind to work at something more than cleaning. I don’t wanna work with people …
I dunno what I want.
But if I go on like this I’ll never be financially independent.
I wanna have a lot of free time… It’s crazy working 12 hours a day. I don’t wanna live such a life. On the other hand…
What can I do with this free time when all the other people work 12 hours a day? Then I’ll be alone and bored.
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Ok, so I have found a job.
Think it’s a good start…
I think maybe I’ll find another part time job in cleaning,
but I am not sure about it yet.

I want to be financially independent, but don’t want my life to become one big WORK-SLEEP-WORK-SLEEP-WORK

There are things that are more important, and I will make time for them.

I want to improve my life… and money itself is NOT the answer