Take up dancing again

I used to love dancing. At the age of three I donned a pink tutu and took ballet, tap, and jazz. However, I incurred a huge bout of stage fright. I grew afraid of performing in public. As I got older, I took up modern dance and hip-hop—but mostly for myself. I went clubbing a lot my first couple years of college. Then, suddenly, I stopped dancing period. When I started to put on weight soon after, dancing exhausted me. I couldn’t be in high heels anymore, and just got too tired dancing at friends’ parties and weddings. Now I feel like I have lost my dance rhythm all together. Like I’m having some sort of silly attack, rather than keeping up to the beat. Stopping dance is the one regret I have in my life.